Love Hurts;Wickedness is Real-letter from Jael

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I stood and behold I saw a light shining as the morning star. I drew closer but it kept burning my eyes; I couldn’t go further to see the beauty of the light. As my heart sobbed with pain, I felt a touch on my shoulder; it was like the morning dew had been poured on me.

I turned, and then he was- my eyes couldn’t behold his beauty. His head as the finest gold, his locks were bushy, and black as a raven. His eyes as the eyes of doves by the rivers of waters, washed with milk, and fitly set. His mouth was most sweet, yea; he was altogether lovely- that was my BELOVED.

My beloved, the charming prince of Jael’s kingdom but he’s no more! He left me for another jewel creating a deep hole of pain which nobody can heal. I loved him; he was my everything but paid me back with unfaithfulness. He became the center of my life, but he’s no more.

How can I live without my beloved, my king, my prince charming! Joel, how could you leave me without a word? Yea, many people told me you didn’t deserve me but for the love I had for you, I turned deaf ears to their opinions not knowing they were right. How can I turn to my friends again when I abandoned them sake of you? Will they even accept me! Awww my family- I disobeyed them for the first time in my life, sake of the love we shared but you have left me empty.

I abandoned everybody who was against our relationship and now you’ve left me. I thought I could hold onto you forever forgetting you are human and can betray me. You left me for my best friend whiles you has many options to choose from: indeed you are a wolf in sheep clothing.

Oh my best friend, why my beloved! You had many preferences to choose from but you still chose him. Did you genuinely love me? Oh my friend, my heart is bleeding, how you could betray me! I thought we were like sisters!

Life is indeed a fallacy! Today you’re up, the next day you’re down but that’s not my portion. I will arise again from my pain for life goes on; I will surely love again for the best men are clothed with humility and the fear of the Lord!

O generations coming, be Wise! Be alert and careful, for people are indeed wicked. Wickedness is real, be cautious about friends and choose your beloved wisely, stay on your grounds and make the best decision. If I had listened to advices and had obeyed instructions, I wouldn’t have been hurt!!

always remember God first- stay blessed!

Nhyira